One Simple Act of Love

Yesterday was a bad day. One of my worst.

I heard news that devastated me. It was, quite literally, as if I had been punched in the stomach and couldn’t recover. But, as a parent, I had to carry on. It was teacher conference day at the kid’s school.  As soon as I arrived I knew something was wrong. It turns out I was a day early.

Since I didn’t have my car, I had to wait for my wife to pick me up. I waited and waited but she didn’t come. My phone battery died so I couldn’t call Uber or a taxi.  After waiting as long as I could, I decided to walk home. What I didn’t know was that my younger children were at home and they were getting worried. I had been away for too long and they left their rooms to wait for me by the door.

When I finally arrived home some four hours later tired, depressed and frustrated, I walked in the house to see my four- year-old sound asleep on top of a chair with his head pressed against the window. He had been looking out and waiting for me when, exhausted, he just fell asleep.

That scene of him asleep on top of the chair broke my heart but in so doing it made it bigger.  I have a friend who likes to say “there’s more room in a broken heart” and now I know what she means.

All day I had been wallowing in my problems feeling super depressed about my current predicament and the bad news I had received. Then, I was confronted with that expression of my son’s love for me. My absence had troubled him so much that he feel asleep looking out a window.

When I asked my nine year old daughter why they were waiting downstairs for me she said, “We could tell you were really upset and were very worried about you.” I was blown away. I had tried to mask my situation from my kids but they had sensed something was wrong and showed their concern in the only way they could… by waiting at the front door for me. So with iPhones, iPads and computers at their disposal to pass the time or distract them from their anxiety, they had abandoned all of it to sit and wait for their Dad.

Children are amazing. I have been blessed with six. We even wanted more but my wife had a few miscarriages along the way.  So even though raising them is time consuming and makes no economic sense, I wanted more. Children have the ability to reach us and connect us in ways adults simply cannot. There is something magical about a child’s love and innocence. About their awe for things we adults tend to miss or dismiss. They have the ability to inspire.

So, even after a day when I felt like a total failure, my children reminded me of my value and importance. They let me know that no matter what, I am worthy of love and consideration and they showed it by waiting for me at the front door…and falling asleep with a head pressed up against a window.

Thank you, Lee and Amelia, for thinking of me. Right back at you.

Dad

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It All Begins With You

What if Love is literally a sound and light frequency that can be broadcast and received? What if there is a way to access this frequency? What if once you access this frequency you are immediately aligned with everyone else who is also on this frequency? What if being on this frequency means that you are in perfect alignment with the source of all energy? What if?

HEART

Oneness is a spiritual reality not a political solution. The political application of oneness is Socialism. The spiritual application of Oneness is harmony and unity. Socialism is externally imposed and enforced. Harmony begins internally and aligns externally with like energy. So how do you get to internal harmony? In fact, if harmony begins internally, what is it that you must harmonize within before you can even begin to join externally with like energy?

Within each of us are a multitude of frequencies upon which we can receive and/or transmit energy, not unlike other forms of transmissions such as radio waves or broadband. Which frequency you tune into determines which information, data or tone you will be able to access. Everything in the physical universe, all energy, is vibrating to its own specific frequency.  In us humans, every organ of our body vibrates to a different frequency. What can be transmitted and received by the brain cannot be transmitted and received by the heart.

As a species, we are at a point in conscious evolution where we have begun to awaken to the memory of unity, of Oneness. Its a compelling memory that is beckoning us to return to a state of wholeness. Since perception is reality, when the mind perceives the path to unity, to Oneness, it does so as the political solution we call socialism.  Socialism is the most in-lightened view that the brain frequency is capable of conceiving. However, the brain has less access to more comprehensive in-formation than can be accessed on the heart frequency. On the frequency at which the heart vibrates (receives and transmits energy) wholeness is experienced as harmony and unity. This is a spiritual state of being which can be accessed by opening oneself to Love.  Remember, Love is an actual sound and light frequency.  Accessing it satisfies the desire for Oneness we are experiencing personally and globally.

Love is Source energy. Everything in the physical world begins with Source energy. However, different levels of consciousness (think rocks vs. humans) have different capacities to align with that Source. And, within highly evolved consciousness (think humans) there is the capacity to choose to tune in and access Love. However, this can only be done through the heart. Remember, the brain has limited access. It’s not a philosophical limitation. It’s a vibratory limitation. The pathway through the heart leads to places the brain cannot go.

You are formed of Source energy. It is not all that you are but it is the animating principle that gives you your life and awareness. Therefore, you have within your DNA frequency, and specifically your heart frequency, the ability to BE Source energy in motion. Your ability to do this is directly correlated to your willingness to tune in through your heart rather than your brain.

You are a physical and non-physical representation of all that is Source energy. Source energy vibrates to a frequency we call Love and perceive as light. Your being contains a fractional representation of all that is Source. It is our life’s purpose to perceive beyond the physical perception of light and identify with the non-physical perception of Love. Once you know that you are Love, all limitations imposed by the narrow perceptions of the brain are overridden.

Remember that you are the physical manifestation of Love in action. When you forget this, you become limited by all that can occur in the absence of Love…worry, doubt, regret, and fear. These are of the brain not the heart. You also begin to think there are false solutions to separation. There are none. There is only one. This solution is wholeness and it only occurs in harmonic Oneness with Source.

There is only One of us. Everything else comes from being tuned into the wrong frequency.

 

Carole

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